Poems from the compilation "First Person Sorrowful" by Ko Un, Buddhist monk, in the IAACP Session of the Think Tank 2022 Forum on 3 February, 2022.
One white butterfly,
ghost of wisdom, is flying
over the foolish sea.
All the books of this world are shut.
From inside the house,
a poodle’s tail came out, welcoming.
From inside the house
my heart came out, rejoicing and welcoming.
I removed my helmet,
laid down my gun,
undid my bandolier.
I took off my ox-leather boots,
removed my socks, left sock first.
My bare feet emerged, pitiful
as fresh shoots beaten down.
I looked at my wife’s photo.
I began to weep.
A Boy’s Song
The reason why that sea without ancestors
breaks in waves like that, day after day,
is because it longs to become the sky.
It cannot be otherwise!
The reason why that sky
foolishly, day and night,
and then erases them
is because it longs to come down to the sea.
It cannot be otherwise!
The reason why I cannot live on my own like an empty bottle,
why I cannot live only with kith and kin,
is because I long to become someone else, if just once…
I’ll have to live in ignorance of the countless others
surrounding me in this world.
Marvel at the boy. Marvel at the boy’s song.
Autumn reveals my bones.
My heart has been
bruised to the core,
it has become the blue sky.
There is no broken-knife lightning,
Yellow Sea at sunset.
No peacock’s tail floats on the sea;
on the mountain slopes
and inside their shadows the fallen leaves are blowing about.
The soul regrets.
At the seaside a few shells are playing.
want to learn nothing.
Oh, my ignorance in the autumn!
I am most grateful to have grown up only in this little country
south of the Armistice Line.
there is no soaring chimney smoke in the village at dusk,
no sound of parents calling children.
I would say that this is how we are today.
A woman, walking alone,
as though she has a companion.
A woman, reading a novel,
weeps with the weeping
of a woman abandoned in the novel.
Isn’t such a woman at times also someone’s mother?
How can the Lady Maya of ancient India alone
or the Virgin Mary alone
be a mother?
And a woman who has no child
yet can search through the darkness after sunset,
isn’t she also a mother?
A thousand years before, I was you,
a thousand years after, you will be me.
Together, we are listening, all ears.
Late in the night snow is falling.
We are both listening.
Song of White
dreams of another life.
Late spring white pear blossoms, their hearts throbbing,
await the moon.
resembles another life.
In the summer night, the field of buckwheat flowers
awaits the moon.
inhumes another life.
The snow that fell heavily yesterday
awaits the moon with all its heart.
I throw a stone.
Buried in the snow,
it begins another life.
Finally the moon rises.